That I had known it when you were with me…my life, as full and good as you made it, might have been richer. 

A guru is an esteemed teacher, one who leads by example and who is a master. A guru is equal to the most important family members; in fact, he becomes a family member to his disciples, who look to him for guidance, instruction and comfort. They serve him, and he them. 

You were all these things to me, Oso. You were not just my dog.

I knew you were special; I knew you were my best friend, the best dog. I did not know you were my teacher. It was only in losing you that I learned this. Looking back, I learned so much from you. I want to write it, because I want to save it. Maybe it will be a way to keep you with me…it will at least be your legacy. It would be enough that you were the wonderful, sweet, amazing friend that you were, for so long. (It would be plenty, but of course I wanted you in my life so much longer.) But you have given me more than that. And I want to remember. And so I will always, always remember, Bear, and you will always be with me in these lessons you quietly gave me.